Yes me I have cried a million tears I wa a told I should have a baby soon before hysto by edo specialist but I was too sick to even be in a relationship I only got well enough to be in a relationship after the hysto it was so difficult but I made alife that does not include children I do now work with childern a decision I made to fill the void I feel for you deeply but we are strong we go on You will eventually come to terms when you have done your grieving I still grieve but not always christmas is hard but I envolve myself with things that bring me joy hang in there